ii m NOT a SPARE TYRE can

so DONT treat me like one

whn eu hab NOONE to tok tu eu ,

eu come find me ,

whn eu hab THEM wid eu ,

eu hab forgotten abt me .

WHAT'S THIS

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DONT ask me out if eu aul FEEL lyk doing so only

DONT ask me for HELP whn only NO others can help u

DONT think of me only whn eu are BORED

DONT talk to me whn onli eu are left ALONE

DONT EVER THINK I M THE SPARE ONE FOR YOU

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ii might NOT be the SAME as all of u

ii might NOT like the same thing as all of u

ii might NOT behave the same way as all of u

ii might NOT be thinking the same as all of u

ii might NOT as popular as all of u

ii might NOT be as good as all of u

and that doesnt mean iim NOT a human

and tt doesnt mean ii CANT be a fwne.

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if u ii m a fwene to u

pls treat me lyk one

if ii m a fwnee to u

tell me ur feelings

if ii m a fwne to u

trust me

if ii m a fwne to u

tok to me often even we gt nth to say

if ii m a fwen to u

tell me what happen to eu , whn u r in deep thoughts

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even saying : : : :

GOOD MORNING whn we saw each other in the early morning

HELLO whn we met sometimes in the day

BYE whn we are abt to leave each other

ii believe this will make the day better

ii suppose this is NOT askin for too much in eu

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ii m NOT trying to make life DIFFICULT for aniione

ii m NOT trying to be a DIFFICULT fwne

ii m NOT trying to say that eu are totally WRONG

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ii m SORRY if wad ii said had hurt u

ii m SORRY if ii ever did aniithing wrong

ii m SORRY if ii done something irritating

I SINCERLY APOLOGISE

ps: ii m not saying this to aniione in PARTICULAR.

answer me fwne =p

bye fwne ... gtg

today my first day to school after CNY.
was still quite sick in the morning ..
today lesson were bored.
din rly pay attention.
although many teachers hab been mentioning that ....
N ' LEVEL IS COMING AND IS IMPT.
but ii just dontfeel lyk working hard and studying.
wadtodo?
manii pipo are striving veh hard nw, but iim slacking behind.
lyk for example : others hab done thier fnn wk but for me !! ii haben even started on aniithing except TA. iim rly DEAD.
teachers hab been saying things ii couldnt understand at all.
ii need SOMEONE to teach me ... esp :: MATHS.
no matter whu eu are, if eu r willing to teach me.
ii will be much appreciated ... but dont blame me for being DUMB.
guy or gurl , no differences. heh heh =D

iidontwishtopokeintootherspipobusiness.
butifitconcernsaboutmyclassmatesorfwensiwillwishicouldhelp.

justtellmetheproblemandiwilltrymybesttohelp.

imeanitreally.

the first day of school

wth. just nw ii blog so long denn conection lost.
nw must reblog. grr..
today is the first day of sch , ii din attend .
cos iim sick ):
ii hab alr fallen sick during the CNY
sad luhh ~
ok. nbermind !
ii shall shorten my post ...

iim facing all the troubles and problems alone

not saying my family , ii hab nth else

fwens hab other much more besties

dey wont hab the extra time to notice me

although iimight need care and concern

but get this clear

care and concern is not by pityin tat the person

so , if eu show me pity-ness

ii rather eu dont care abt me

iidontned anione to pity me

hais ~

forget it man.

noone would see this. so let it be.

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andand. ii said this cos ii feel lyk writing this.

ii said 'this bcos ii m bored.

so shall ignore me if eu think ii m crapping.

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waa. there's lots of hmwk tu be done.

damn siian.

arghh.

opps, it's time to eat my medicine :\

heh heh =p

shall blog ltr

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

WOOWAAHAHAHAHA ~

CHINESE NEW YEAR IS HERE.

OMGOMGOMG.

SO NICE.

can chat wid fwnes while shou sui-ing
peii mi shou suii leh. everybody !!!
lalalalad~
niice niice.
got holiday for a few days , wahahaha
but gort lots of hmwk ehs !!!

for example F&N
damn siian der. dontwant to do lerhh.

heh heh heh .. >.<

ii hereby wish all of eu readiing my blog have a HAPPY and ENJOYABLE CNY.
LOVEALLOFYOU =)

CNY celebrations

today is the Chinese New Year celebrations ..
~watch performance at parade square ~
a. lion dance
nort bad.
b. dragon dance
abit mess up.
~ went to hall to continue watch performance ~
too many ii cnt rmb liao.
but nort bad luh.
~ recess time ~
went back to klass to start decorating first.
~ competition time ~
do and put up deco.
was veh busy and tired.
and verh HOT.
priscilla , shuwen , jiaxuan , fiona , lihui , wani , ivy helped out.
weijie aso . but oni for once.
others were sitting down resting. while we do the wk ..
the stupid "chunlian" frm ivy , keep droping down.
had to put it up so many times.....
-was irrtated-
ok. nbermind !!
half way through, feel that is nort nice at ALL.
so decided to gave up.
stop all wk .. den sit down. wait for judges to cum.
aniiwae we are LOSING ..
so hack care liao lorhs !! >.<
~ time to go home ~
yeah. can go home sleep liao..
damn tired lorhs.
~ change blogskin ~
haha. not veh nice. but lazy to chnge back and everything.
blahsblahsblahs

tmr goiing tuu " shousui "
wahahahs !!
talk to me , to keep me awake.
call me, chat wid me. aniione.
LOLS. xD

off to bath.
blog next time.
but before ii leave ..

WISH ALL OF YOU READING MY BLOG.
AN EARLY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

maybe ii couldnt blog this few days. !!!
so ... HAVE FUN EVERYBODY =))

ok. there's lots of WEIRD pipo arnd.
to the ;; Hate U
excuse me, no matter eu are gurl or guy.
pls ... wad hab the rights to say me.
flirt ? ugly ?
firstly, ii din even flirt.
evidence? if donthab. SHUT UP.
if eu are r gurl , pls ii think eu wan tu flirt aso cannot den eu aniihow sae ppl flirt.
and if u r guy , pls ... ii think u r not fit to be a GUY.
bcos eu r such a busybodies , lyk a BITCH lyk tat.
and pls, wad if iim ugly, does it concerns eu.
as if iim going to be wid eu or something.
if are r unsatisfied wid me , den GET LOST.
ii dont welcome eu here.
if eu dare , sae ur name larh. LOSERS.
iihab my own limit, iim ugly so wad.
but ii dontgo arnd saying pipo ugly wad.
wad for. only stupid idiots fools will do tat !!
dontned to think liao , and ii mean tt eu are the FOOL.
ii dontmind knowing more fwens. but not u this type.
YES, I M UGLY. but i think u r even wore bcos eu r BLACK-HEARTED.
going arnd telling ppl tt she is UGLY , doesnt meant tt u r PRETTY/HANDSOME.
ii dontned eu to appreciate me, cos ii knw there is whu does.
as said ;; 各花入各眼. =.=
ii bet eu doesnt understand it.
if eu dare , spam me back agaiin...
so sad tt ii couldnt hab the chance to witness wad u hab actually say.
LOSERS................................................................................................................................


tks to shuwen and jiaxuan for being dere supporting me.
is so riddiculous ..
but ii gues eu all hab fun scolding the person back yeahs?
LOL ..
and there's a person call anon or something lyk tat ?!!
erms, although ii dontknow whu eu are. but ....... i gues eu aso join in the scolding ..
hmms, nbermind. welcome to tag if eu r nt going to make anii trouble.
andandand.
the secret admirer ..
hmms !! ii dontknow whu are eu ?
can eu state ur name ehs ?!!
hahas. eu admirer whu ?? my fwne arhs?
lols.
tks for FLOODING !!! =.=


ok. ii get enough of those lame things.
say whatever eu want.

9 feb

iim bac bloggiing agaiin.
ii chnged my blogskin cosh of different festival coming, will chnge bac eventually if it's isnt well-liked.
today was terrible, as iin ....
my stomach hurts lots, feeling veh veh uncomfortable.
dontfeel lyk writing nw.
MAYB wil blog tmr or sun.
ii m feeling bad....

iim not feeliing well physically.

iim aso not feeling well mentally.

iim just sick.

rly rly sick.

iidontknow whu iim actually.

iidontunderstand why iim here.

ii just cnt understand.

ii hab been dreaming iinthe past.

iithink is time for me to be awake.

iicnt carryon living with dreams that would nber cum true.

iidontknow wad iim talking abt nw.

songs can make me hyper - as said by shuwen

but songs can aso make me depressed

depressed as in ...

iican rly feel and think much.

that's nort bad.

iidontthink is gud too.

nbermind. iim alr sick.

cure me by showing me ur love.

i dontknow wad nonsence iim talking abt.

ignore me.

today during chinese lessons , teacher briing us to the library .
ask-ed toborrow and read chinise books ,
ii just aniihow take one and started reading ..
this bk was quiite niice to read abt , the whole books contains many different short stories.
《听青春在哭泣》
today was fine.
tmr hab cca.
will stay until 5 or 5 plus.
hope dere's no hmwk tmr.

iim goiing to spend $$$ on manymanymany presents.

hah hah hah.

woo ~
年初二 got LINJUNJIE de world tour concert.
yeayeayea.

today gort flagday , it sucks ok.
ii was nort feeling well. caught the flu.
was feeling rly cold, no energy at all.
in the morning i went sch, was still allright.
but denn it's getting worser now.
went see doctor after that,
doc says; got flu , fever , and sorethroat ..
feeling rather terrible nw.

no one cares.

ii hope ii could get well by monday.

if nort, will feel veh bad whn go school.

ii HATE being sick.

esp ;; kena FLU , SORETHROAT.

ii cnt rly tok. my throats HURTS.

____misses____

ARGHH

there's so much HMWK to do.

for example ;; F&N

damnn siiann ..

wad to do , wad to do .

tmr still gort chem test lorhss.

omg luhh.

haben studyy yett.

gona fail ~ ~

and and and ....

ii CNT print.

my printer spoil...

damn fucking hell.

no mood to write le.

and FUCK that bitch dat's says we are ____

if we are ____ , den she is IDIOT.

slap her ~

up , down , left , right , and centre ..

FUCKING ASSHOLE BITCH..