nobody gona believes wad i says

nobody gona cares wad i says

nobody gona listen to wad i says

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nothing much happen today.

iim not rly happy today.

seems to b invisible.

ok, nvm.

forget it, iim not goiing to emo again !

and that's my post for today.

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noones cares whether i would b scolded anot.

noones knows whn i m in trouble.

noones help whn i ned help.

noones asked whn i m not happy.

noones saw whn i m bored.

noones talk to me whn i m alone.

no more emo days =\ ii hope so ):

today , rushed home immediately , to do f&n.

but stil haben finished sia.

so [fan]

but at least gort do abit , den can liao larhs.

hahahahas ~

so siian de luhh , nowadays iim so DUMB can.

ii dontknw wad everybody is currently talking abt.

ii cnt STAND it liao me, just KILL me.

lifes has been goiing veh difficult for me,

iidinknw wad ii shall do next.

iim so lost, so lost..

everythings just seems to be so wrong , so wrong.

ii shouldn't have been in this world.

ii shouldn't have enter this school, this class ...

and ii shouldn't have any fwens, bcos ...

wad ii have done makes them suffers, makes them unhappy.

ii felt so bad abt it. rly rly bad.

iim dont wan anii pitiness frm aniione,

why cnt be fwens just true fwens.

ii rly hope that every of my fwens,

treat me like one.

iidont feel gud. not gud at all.

iim just ....

troublesome ,

irritating ,

dumb ,

ugly .

not a gud fwen at all.

nvm nvm.

ltr got pipo say ii [ guyi ] bo qu tong qing.

shall nort say so much liaos.

nvm nvm.

ltr got pipo say

OKOK. ii deleted tat post.

in simple i just want to say ...

got anything abt ystd , just blame me ..

as ii said ,

without me, no misunderstandings.

without me, everything would be fun.

without me, eu aul wont xiasway.

and that's all ii wna say.

one sentence ..

" NO LIWOON , NO TROUBLE "

and that definately right !!

siince jiaxuann din wn blog abt ystd !!

ii shall not post agaiin ~~

=(

today din go school agaiin ~~

lalalalads ~

noone noticed ii guess =\

noone cares =\

mine day at home was normal..

stared at the wall whole day , until i get online.

get online , go find blogskin.

cnt find ani nice ones , gave up ..

so pick at ramdom.

edit blog and everything .. found that my blog seems to be so dead luh. =(

give me comments asap. cos if is ugly cn chnged agaiin ~

lalalalads ~

ii dontknw wad had happen in school today.

lihui oni tell me thaat ...

we were suppose to do a poster on computer stuffs in grps of 5 !

ii dont hab a grp of 5. ARGHH ~~

lalalalads~.

iim feeling slightly better , ii suppose. =(

wadever.

BOREDDDD !!

TALK TO ME !!!

today morning whn ii woke up

my eyes were swollen, ii cnt see veh clearly.

so ii did nort attend school.

got eye infection sia, damn pain de luh.

put eyedrop given by doctor , felt more comfortable.

and nort so "zhong" liao.

but stil cnt see clearly.

iim typing this post wid difficulties, if dere is anii mistake.

forgive me

=/

tmr hab to handup fnn research le.

but ii have nort started on it yet, and now iim having difficulties doing it.

omg, wad shall ii do?!!!

tmr fnn lesson would b theory, must bring textbook.

sure, it wuld be very siian der.

iiHATEfnn.

:(

iim so bored.

ii m suffering.

today was normal.

maths lesson -

normal, it seems so diff to draw nice curve.

haha.

cause my drawing sucks luh =/

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pe lesson -

omg man. went bishan park to jog.

4 ROUNDS

and one round iis so BIG.

so damn tiired sia.

ran abit den tired liao. donthab stamina one.

haha, iim so lousy.

wahahahahas =p

ii jog wiid jiaxuan , we were like so damn tired luh.

and we saw funny people jogging by.

wahahahahas =)

great funn indeed.

but is just too tiring, and we din cheat

we ran 4 rounds. omg !!

haha, this isnt worth mentioning.

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chinese lesson-

funfun.

do the oral thing agaiin, damn funny.

we do something like conversation.

lihui partner wiid caiifeng bcos fiona was absent.

caifeng damn funny larh.

he asked , den we answer.

den whn priis ask ,

dang ni kan dao yi ge lao popo yao guo ma lu shi , ni hui zhuo shen me ?

denn he answered ;

wo hui guo qu la ta.

LOL.

la de laopopo for wad !!

ii thought is fu ?!!

and at first ii heard , qu tui ta.

HAHA.

so funny, go tuii the laopopo.

stupidstupid.

denn ii laughed like hell in the klass man.

heh heh.

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english lesson-

went com lab 4 to do compo.

some com was unable to use , ii let elina use my com.

and ii share wid prisci .

she use com to write and i write on paper.

hab fun dere ...

actually wan go play game dere de.

den forgot the website , called gary over.

and the game was like so lame.

but is funn ...

hahahahahaha =p

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after school-

went cca. and go home.

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hmwk of the day-

english compo ; to be done and email-ed to mskarim by today.

was bored now. hab to hand up fnn research on fri.

omg ... haben started on it.

lalalalalaalalads~

and of course not forgetting.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHERYL YEO

addons

ii felt empty suddely ,

and yet ii dontknw why.

but ii doesnt want to knw,

bcos ii might aso not be able to help myself in it.

iim nw listening to songs.

alothough songs is said to let one hyper,

but sad songs doesnt.

ii cnt help myself to getting away frm sad songs.

bcos they are just too niice.

perhaps iim nort feeling veh gud right now,

that's why ii prefered sad songs at this moment.

it's coming to the end of the day,

and iim sitting in the living room staring at the laptop.

doiing nothing.

nothing useful.

ii have coursework to do,

but ii just doesnt feel lyk doiing it.

and iim not goiing to do it,

todae , and tmr.

so tmr shall be another rest day for me ...

anione joining me in not doing the coursework??

LOL.

iim serious.

iim boredd.

MISS ALL MY FWNES (:

friday , 15 march ;

ii went out to bugis and amk . the last day of fun .

bcos iim goiing to wk on my fnn the nex two weekends !!

super BOREDD de.

omgomg.

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sat , 16 march ;

as said , iim goiing to work on the fnn coursework .

but not now , veh still no mood to do.

lalalalalads ~

bro iis comin bac tonight , wid my cousins and aunt.

they are flying tml !! iimean fly to other country.

LOLS.

iim lame. bleahhs.

fnn fnn fnn fnn SUCKS.

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sun , 17 march ;

haha , ii might as well blog abt today too. .

surely nth great happen .. but ...

today is the LAST day of holiday , iim feeling sadd.

iiDONTWANTschool.

hah ):

fnn not completed.

DIEDIEDIE.

LOVE ALL MY FWNES (:

iim so USELESS.

ii cnt be a gud fwne neither.

to _____ (ask me if eu wana knw) ;

hey, iim getting real enoughs. ii din wan to get the issue big ehs.

ii just couldnt understand why problems and blames had been coming to me.

ii dare to say that ii might did something nort right.

but why dont eu just clarify wid me first before blaming everything on me.

eu said that secrets are to be shared among gudfwens.

and yet u accused me of not telling eu my secrets which ii dineven hav one in the first place.

and noone tells me abt thier secrets too, so do eu.

so wad isit to tok abt sharing secrets.

and secrets is meant to keep and not say it out loud.

if eu were to knw a secret and tell it out loud or make fun of it.

this might not be an secret aniimore.

neither eu will hear anii of the secrets frm that person aniimore , but....

with the exception of those whu is real dumb.

and yarh right, pls dont think iim doing some lecturing here.

ii din wan to make the issuse big.

bcos is just a simple case.

ii believe we culd settle it , but before that.

there's so much things to do. for example ; FNN

although iidin wan to do it. but is a must.

and is alr so stressing , so pls dont add on stress.

ii think iim nort a gd fwne.

am ii right ?

being my fwen, ii hope all of eu could knw that ii doesnt like restrictions.

wad ii mean by restriction is that, ii could not go to one place without ur permission.

but of course eu can ask wher iim going to.

but not restrict me frm goiing to a place without eu.

and fwens share secrets wid me anot, ii doesntmind.

and ii promise nort to say it out, and ii would nber.

wad is most important is ....

whn telling me a secrets , dont be afraid that ii would sae it out.

bcos that is nort being having trust in me.

and eu might as well dont tell me.

whn there's problems, eu can find me.

ii will try my best in giving a suitable solutions, but dont be too ridiculous.

iim not some super heros or wad.

and ...

ii think if eu were to treat me as a fwne.

ii believe, eu culd treat me better.

and tat's all ii wan.

dontblame me for so straight.

bcos ii just wanna get this clear.

and ii think that all ii got to say.

dare to say it. dare to do it.

GOOD MORNING.
today , iim back here blogging agaiin.
ystd morning went for the fnn race. it was terrible.
denn after tat went to zolz hse, had GREATGREAT fun there.
we watched ; the super ex- girlfriend.
but ii was too tired den ii feel asleep.
ivy keep using the mic to wake me up , LOL
denn watched night at the museum , ii stayed awake through the whole movie. HAHA
denn s my turn to disturb ivy, while she's was watching ...
ii throw pillow at her, she gort SHOCKED.
me and zolz laughed lyk hell.
we ate dinner at zolene hse too, ivy's lyk hungry ghost lyk that.
OMG. LOL
we took pictures !!! but iim not able to upload it now !!!
cause cnt find cable to connect.
ii will upload the next time ii blog. =D
today, iim goiing out AGAIN.
wahahahahs.
take more pictures as jinian.
haha.


today ii was awaken by a nightmare ,
it seems so realistic.
OMG.
ii think ii shuld keep it to myself =p
ohhgosh, hahas.
ii gonna stop here !!
BYE.
GOOD NIGHT.

today is the starting of the one week break, although ii donthab much hmwk.
but just fnn would kill me, bcos ii hab to spend manymany time on it.
hah, so siian.
iim goiing to leave it till the lst minute b4 ii do it agaiin.
heh heh.

suddenly, ii feel lyk posting. but dontknw to blog abt wad. hais ~
ohhyarh. tues must go back school.
having the game on FNN and MALAY CULTURE.
must go to dontknow wad kampong to play the game.
2 hrs lerh. omg !!! so long !!
hope tu hab funn .. LOLS.


iim off to watch DVD's and listen to my songs ...
wahahahahahahas :D

woo ~
iim in school now !! wahahahas.
today iim not goiing to write a "compo" post. lols
lalalalalad ~
finally today is the last day of school ..
break for one week !!! lalalas ~
but got fnn to do !! damn siian luhh.
iidontknw tues wan go anot lerh. still thinking ...
hais ~~~
iim BOREDD. SIANSIAN

hello everybody. iim here agaiin. fnn is driving me crazy ...
need do the research, where my com hang. cnt get access to internet.
denn com slowed down even it hab recovered. hah
ii dont knw wad im tokin abt.. nbermind.. let me update the blog !!


not long ago, i hab chnged my blogskin. ii find it nort bad, hope others wuld like it too.
and today ii included songs inside ...
haha. tmr must hand up research. (draft) but ii donthink iim going to do it... bcos.. iim LAZY. whahahas ... damn bored nowadayas...


yesterday, went mortfort secondary wiid cca for exchange. the experience was like [ damnit ]
they scold foul language among demselves, it was like crap sia...
wadever, i dontcare. next time use millons dollars to invite me dere i aso wont go.
and that school smells. -puke-
eeee.

ok. nbermind. iim not going to do my research and overall workplan.
just going to find some excuses and crap off.
haha.

hmms , ii wonder why.
why ppl like to oni saesae den to take actual actions?
why doesnt they hab the courage to say and do something.
weird..
hah... bored ..

off to bath and sleep. tag me more =D

woo ~ iim back blogging agaiin, but i might disappear sometimes. haha
cos was rather busy wid school works and the mainly is ..... LAZY to on com.
lols. school was boring these days, and im right in school nw...
tmr have F&N - a killing subject. which aso boreds me lots. hah ...
hmms ~ got nth much to blog abt.
amksian family is getting nearer and nearer, up to saying ...
i hope it could be a fun day. i wonder how many of mine classmates is going to turn up ..
playing as a class is nth much better den tat. if our class could rly do tt. -hoping-
holidays is near too !!! haha. fun is here agaiin !! but is onli for a week, which will pass by veh quickly. ii hate that.. hah.
we are aso getting our CA result this week, i knew abt my marks. it wasnt tat great.
but no choice cos wad is over is alr over ... :\
hmms ~ iim going to be a bad student this time round again ... bcoss....
IM NOT GOING TO DO MY FNN RESEARCH AGAIN.
and iim now off to rest. haha.

so long nber come online and blog le, was rather busy these days. hmwks , tests are olwaes coming up and ii dont hab any free time tp spend my time in front of the com. but no matter what i will try to blog more oftenly.
hmms...for the past dontknow how many days which i have nort been online, someone SPAM my blog AGAIN... is real LAME de can. and ltr on i m going to write to tat person " NOBODY " to answer his/her "question".


TO : " NOBODY "

let me tell eu this, i wrote that previous post is just because i feel like writing it. i am not trying to hint aniithing or trying to be a "victim" as u said. all i knw is tt , tt post is for my fwnes ... is up to them whether dey wan to read it anot, and up to dem whether they want to understand it anot. is thier choice. i had nber force dem to be lyk tt can. so .... pls understand this. II DONTKNW YOU. and tat particular isnt for eu. u can simply choose nort to read it, but if u were to, dont comment aniithing if u dontknw me well. i suppose we dontknw each other eh, if eu rly knw me and knw me well. and u were one of my fwen or something, ii think i choose not wanting u to be my fwen aniimore. iim nort afraid of LOSING you this type of fwen. as wad i knw... : " fwens stab us in front of us " if u understand english, i believe u wld understand this. only our enemy betrays, backstab. and i utterly HATE those ppl. life wouldnt hab been so difficult if ppl like u does not exist. if u dontlike me, go away. i din say EVERYONE must like me or wad. if a person thinks like this he/she must be rly rly rly CRAZY. there's no such thing existed. aniiwae, if u tag that just to hurt me. iim veh sorry bcos u hab failed to do so. actually , honestly saying ... iim quite used to those spamming tt stupid ppl give. and so....iidont rly mind ur words tt much. dontthink tt on thw web ii cnt find out who r eu exactly, den eu do wad eu want... but if u rly hab the guts , tell me straight in front of me. ii pity u that since u felt eu are NOBODY. and u think i shuld be happily enjoying times wid my fwens instead of writing tt post... eu r definately wrong. it doesnt mean tt whn i have fwens ii cnt blog or something lyk tat. so this let me wonder , which one of us is den the one having NO FRIENDS. bcos u r tat free to spam my blog and why dont eu spend more time wid ur fwens if u think ii shuld. ok. ii think ii hab wrote enough. spam as much as u like since eu got nth beta to do. ~~~~

to all my others readers ;
iim sory tt ii hab caused such a commotion in my blog whereby unknown ppl like to tag nonsense in the unknown blog. ii will update asap again ~ hahas ~~ tag tag tag often !! =))