ii din wan to be a [ KPO ] too ~but perhaps wad ii did was too much denn care ?!! but of course , i wuld care for everyone of moii fwen denn !! but ii suppose some would not appreciate ...
actually i wuld rly hope tat my fwen culd trust me fully and speak thier mind but unfortunately i din realise anii of my fwen tat culd treat me lyk this !! and i truly hope my fwne cn !!

woo~ enough of tt !! got more troubled if i continued , hehes =)

dontknow wad to write ... so hab to stop ..
was crapping all along just nw .. hehe

=D

waahahahas ~
know tat onlii sec 3 denn cn join bball !!
such a weird rule ehs ?! mr ling sae de !!! he;s weird so is the rule !!
LOLS
ohh, nw felt weird !!
wondering if my bro dont join bball , wad shuld he join denn ??!
OMG !! is another trouble too man !!
yarh hoh , ii aso dontknow why ii dont want him join !!
okiies , is LAME !
wassai , so confused sia !!

andand ii wann to say here !!
JIAXUAN , CHEER UP LARH ..
I KNOW WAD HAPPENED LIAO !!
LET GO AND EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT LUH !!
ii believe most pipo hab to go through this somehow !!
dont wory man !! at first , wil found it hard to let go and forget but time will heals the wound !
so duriing this period of time takkaires of urself and ii truly believe euu gort manii ppl support euu de yeas ?! hope to see the cheerful side of euu everytime !!
JIA-YOUS =D


and hoh , thanks to SHUWEN & PEILIN ...
for letting me know abt the bball thingy !! HAHAS =)

ok, let me tok abt todae denn !!
todae went sch at 9.00 am for the amksian showcase thingy . last few daes was busy bcos of it so din magage to go out or aniithing. which i suppose miss alot of fun le !!
denn 10.00am ppl start comiing iin and we had to introduce dem to our cca plus the chinese department thiingy ... wasehh , at first dontknow must help chinese department lorh ... aniiwae after saying it lots of times again and again felt it is nothiing larh !!
got parents ask strange questions too ~
for example lyk ;;
''how old is the principle of this school?''
''wad is the manin objective of studying chinese?''
and we display books and holidays hmwk which is done by our students too ..
denn is lyk one of it fot picture of bus iis those type of tour de larh , suppose it is call coaches ??
aiiya, whu cares .. aniiwae !! got one parent ask ;; '' where does the bus go to ? ''
ohh pls , how do we knoe this !! somemore iis not we take de wad , and do we look lyk a TOUR GUIDE or something ??!! damn weird sia ... but just sae ;; " not sure " and broke into laughter after the person left ... this was told to me by lelia !! ii found it damn funny too , such a weird person ! which is not interested to the book and other pictures but a BUS !!!!
LOL .
Todae was tiring but had quite some fun !!
and we starve the whole morning until 1plus lorh =)
starve until no feelin liao ... lols
woot ~ goiin to hab out wid xinmiaobaobei on the 5th dec !!
wahahas ~ it will be fun yeas !!
but still quite a long time to go !! hehehes

=D

ii wann buy MANY MANY cd;s ... for example ; WU KE QUN de ... and manii manii der .. lyk lyk new songs der !! wahahahs !!! whu can buy for me ??!! lalalad ~
sian sian ... i wan hab the cd;s ehs !!!!!
fei lun hai de aso cn !!! wahahahas
=(
still bothered by my bro de thiingy sia !!
giib me solutions eh !!~~
=(
he;s so STUBBORN !!
he wann to come , no matter wad !!
and his fwene aso comiing !! ohh gosh , i wan die le larhx.

woot ~~

Today PSLE result come out le ..
sound lyk ii got no business in it yea ?!! but ...
actually it gort something to do wiid me !! bcos , my brother getting his result luh !!!
eu knw wad ?!! he PASSED, so unbelievable !! he dont even bring books/hand up hmwks/ study/ pay attention to lessons & wad he do was play BASKETBALL , even duriing exams period larh. damn stupid de !!! everydae BASKETBALL,BASKETBALL&BASKETBALL ..
lyk siiao pipo lyk tat !! crazy de ..
andandand , HE SAID TAT HE'S GOING TO STUDY IN AMKSS ,
which is my school now !!
wait..
NO NO NO !! ii;m not goiing to let him come my school ... he so annoying !!
ii den dontwan see him ... hais . and the worst out of all is tat ....
cn euu guess ??!!
HE WANTED TO JOIN BASKETBALL in my school ...
OMGOMGOMG !!
NO WAY MAN ~
ARGHH ~~ WANDAN LE LARHH.
wad to do wad to do wad to do !!
damn idiotic larhh. cn aniione save me ?!!
DIE DIE DIE ..
he join bball ii DIE . u know !!
hais hais hais !!! getting nervous .... grr .
HELP MII !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok. ii got no mood to blog on todae liao !! and got to go school on SAT ...
sian sian sian ...

20.11.2006

HIHIX ... hre tu update ystd thiingy first !!
ystd , went tu vivo and bugis .. shop arnd ... quite siann .. on the way dere was damn boriing de , denn rch vivo le , actualy wan tu go eat de ! but denn so manii pipo sia , so din went in ... so continued to walk arnd .. went to a BIG book store [ dunno cor wad ] spent at least half and hour dere sia .. so SIANN .. denn walk arnd but dont know go where so decided to leave the place and we headed to bugis .. aso nth to do walk arnd le den went home . is so early lorhh, but bo biian ... ystd was really sian luh !! on the wae dere and bac aso din tok much larh .. so weird sia !!

actually todae can go to vivo city and bugis agaiin der ...
but the tym iis wid ...
shuwen , priscilla and jiaxuan der ..
but but but , todae damn busy, so cnt go !!!
arghh !! siian larhh.
hope dem habb great fun luh & ii think they will ...
LOLS.

stupid tues !! hai wo bu ke yi chu qu ... so siian
nothiing to blog about le ...
cauuse toldae wil be damn damn damn boriing !!
tmr still hab to go sch AGAIN !!!
see how lorhh. tmr denn blog barhhx.

hoping for tomoro !!

todae WEILING came over my hse to bake CAKE ,
we had fun .. so cool , the process amd the final product de fotos are wid her. so din manage to put it up, after done wid the baking my mom help tu clean up .. waa, so nan de she will help lorhh .. LOL
after tat weiling came in my room and rest , we switch on both the air-con and fan .. so cooling sia , denn played x-box and ps2 wid her , played til about 7 plus she stayed for dinner .. we ate lots and lots of thing luh , mom cook de ... damn nice , hahas ~ den abt 8 plus she den went home , den ii went to bathe lorhh ... after tat denn on laptop , and viewed my blog , saw shuwen & jiaxuan's tagg so ii go msn find dem lorhh .. and found out tat, they are goiing out on the tuesdae . and i m invited !! lols. but the sad thing iis ii got something on tat day , cnt go ... so sad larh , hais ~ but will try to see whether can push away the appointment ii hab on tues orginally marh lorh. hehees.
tomoro ii will be out !!! is the 20TH nov

:]

LINJUNJIE rwarks ~
WUKEQUN rwarks ~
linjunjie;s songs was so niice sia , tt tym bought all his albums le den nw all gone ... dont know go wher liao le !! hais - got to buy agaiin larh , dont know stil cn find marh ??!!

wukequn;s songs was niice too ~ saw the mv/s from tv and you-tube .. ii bought all his albums too !! hahas ~ so cool ...

actually there is manii singers de songs not bad de ... but there is too much for me to list out one by one larh. todae going to mention 2 onli ... hahas ...

todae veh sian luh , stay at home the whole day feel so lazy sia .. btw , whu got anii books or videos or whatever to intro ??!! ii'm damn bored at home .... =\

to ; xiiao yan , xiiao yin , xiiao xue , xiiao xin

heys , hab euu thought of wher to go ?!! so far until now i onli hab a few ppl suggesting where they wann go !!

xiiao yan suggest ; orchard , bugis

xiiao xiin told xiiao yiin ; vivo city

xiiao yiin ; anii wher

please vote or suggest a place to go ~ ~

THNKS

tks FLAVIAN for editing the blog for me ...
at least now the board is presentable ... lols.
next time i wan chnge anii thiing concerning my blog ii will ask u for HELP agaiin !!!
hahas ~ ~ ~

BORED

hii pipo ; ii m so BORED luh.
hmm, last few daes ii were nort be able to update the last few daes bcos ... ii was REALLY BUSY wiid the amksian showcase thiingy luh. but finally DONE .... so troublesome luh. must go bac everytiime !!! hais. but nvm... cos got maid serve us there !! lols.
and and and THANKS ...
ZOLZ & IVY
viewing my blog !! hahas. ii rea-lly appreciate both of ur COMMENTS !! lols.
hope eu too visit me more here larhh. wahahaha.


20th novenber is reaching soon ~ ~ ~
hope we can go out larhh. =)
btw ... hab tu tell mi by friday, 17th nov 2006
THNX ...
btw ... help tu think wher cn we go !!
everyone help me think and gib me a suggestion each !! sorry for troubling larh, hahas.

note; if anii one tt viewed my blog and knoe how tu chnge blogskin and put in tagged board pls tell me... cos ii need HELP ...

ADD - ONS

me bac here agaiin ... ii feel so .......ii dunno how tu sae larhh.
just abt he same as troubled , one of the main reason is ... ii dunno why cnt BENdans unite ? no matter how diff we are i suppose as a family we should care ...
LISTEN UP ;; ii;m no longer the liwoon eu aul knoe , i got to chnge ... chnge to a better one ...
the olden me was so self-fish , so stubborn , so irritating , so hot-tempered , so self-centred , so sensitive , so ..... aiiya .... everythiing BAD larhh. ii realise it onli til nw ... so sorry my frnes abt how ii have treaten euu all BADLY in the past .... wait and look out for the new me ... as in in attitudes or character thing. .... perhaps next yer barhh. ii would TRY to chnge ... i HOPE ii cn do tt ...
i knoe MOST or even ALL of eu wil not believe ... & eu all wil sae is easier to be saod den done ... TRUE ... is true, but i olreadi sae ... i would TRY ... feel free to give me comments abt it .. #BENdans members ;;
sheryl__xiao xue ;; i hope we could be as one ... i know eu in express stream so veh diff to be wid us burt den i hope eu still try ... and i knoe eu got mani mani frnes dere, but i still hope euu wun forget us... ii m not trying to sae ani thing bad or forcing euu or wad. bcos is beyond my ability to do tat, is onli we can be unite if eu are willing ... wad i said is just an advice ...

zolene__xiao yan;; although eu are just in the klass next to mine , but in the past den euu wil cum look for me often now veh less lerh. hope we could do gather more, and unite in BENdans ... tt;s the family ii wanted to have ...

daxin__xiao xin;; i know eu most properbly wun look at this ... but in fairness i wil aso hab to sae something to euu ... i know eu hav too much frnes in ur class ... so u wil not veh want to join us ... but u as a member too , pls note tt i really hope we could be really unite ... although the family name is kinda of weird but no matter wad is a family name we should respect in it ... i m not scolding or wad, pls understand ...

ivy__xiao yin;; ok. finally to the last member of it ... i wan to sae tat ... xiao yin , although we are in the same class and we hang out together often but there is olwaes quarreling/s within us .... and i think and most properbly is my problem . so sorry. but as above i said i would chnge yea. ii dunno wad u think of our family and dunno whther euu are interested in it anot ... is just tt i wan to sae ... i really really hope that we can unite as one like a family should be. despite of other causes tt happen i suppose we could stand together as a line ... but hope eu agree to it luh.

to all;; srry i hab to do this...but this family is wad i longed for, i knoe tt eu all dun treat this so imptly and seriously ... and i suppose it should not be ... but all i wanted was tt we culd unite ... i mean unite not sae sae onli , we must do it ... rmb the 20th nov ... is the BENdans dae .... is set and confirmed... whether we will make it to an outing celebrations anot ... it will depends on u all ... i hope all of eu could tell me ur FINAL FINAL answer by lastest the fri 17 nov ...
haha. i sounded like as if i am going away/to die ... mayb i should ... i cn think abt it. ha-ha ...

A LATE UPDATE !!

hii everybody !!! okayy , ii'm here agaiin !!! now ii wann update the last few daes thiings ...'hmm ii believe ii ask my frene tu visit my blog burt .... NONE OF THEM DIDA ... is quite dissapointing luhh. they dunn even wan tu look at it ... so means this blog was just CRAPPING ... damn sad der luhh ...
okayy. now ... on the
11 nov ... saturaday ...
ii got nothiing tu do tt dae eh ? arhaha. ii forgotten ... nbermind ...
12 nov ... sunday ...
ii went out to somewher but ii forgotten where ... todae ii decided not to attend sch tmr and is FINAL ... lols. ...
yeah ! ii m stubborn , hahahs ... ii had a fun dae outside wiid frnees ... whn at nite ... ii just hope the BENdans daes could arrive earlieer luhh. burt ii not sure whether they wann go anot ... if they dunwan ii think ii should not force dem ...
13 nov ... monday ...
as said above ... ii din attend sch todae ... so siian luh. head frm ivy tat the teacher aso nber cum ... omg luh, wad kind of teacher iis tt ??!! nbermind ... lucky ii nber go ... but afternoon still hab tu go bac sch for 新苗读书会 thiing !!! to do the amksian showcase thiing ... hais !!! nbermind ...
summarise ...
ii thiink one of the daes ii heard tt xiiao yiin and xiiao xiin had change the date of going malaysia to sat ... ii was NOT INCLUDED ... bcos ii cnt make it on the sat .... too bad larh. mayb ii dun go is a fortunate for dem ?? !! whu noes ??? mayb ii too fan liao ?? hais. y dun wan me to go ? but anw ... they decided it on the sat and ii cnt go ... nbermind ... although ii m quite disappointed ... bo biian aso ... ii shuld not interrupt dem ... ii m EXTRA ok !!! heard ppl sae 3 person go out together will olwaes will quarrel or fight over small/big things easily ... and tt's quite true luhh ! and certainly tt ... whn 3 person go out 2gather ... 1 will CONFIRM be left out ... and will feel DAMN lonely ... tat;s not niice ok !! =((
and and and .... ii aso heard ivy saiid tt she;s NOT GOING TO STEAD UNTIL SHE FINISH HER STUDIES ...
hey do u know tt tat is rather SHOCKING .... she even pledge lorhh. so ridiculous luh. NO NO NO ... ii must spoil and said tat the pladge doesnt EXIST AT ALL .... hmm, ii shuld start now yea?
ahem ahem ...
I , XIAO XIAN HERE .. AS A FRENE OF XIAO YIN .. WANT TO DECLARE TAT THE PLEDGE SHE DID/ SAID ON HER "MY SPACE" IN MSN IS NOT ACCEPTED ... EVEN SHE DOESNT ARGEE ON ME FOR DOING THIS I ASO WAN TO SAE ... BCOS SHE MAKE IT TOO [SERIOUS] LER LARH. SHE SAE IF SHE BREAK THE PROMISE ... IN THE FUTURE SHE WIL NORT HAVE A GOOD MARRIAGE** ( ii guess i spell it wrongly) SO ME HERE TO BREAK HER PROMISE ... SO THAT SHE COULD STEAD EVEN WHN SHE IS STILL STUDYING AND WILLHAVE A GOOD MARRIAGE**(wrong agaiin)IN THE FUTURE...NO LAUGHS HERE YEA ! AND TT'S THE FINAL YEA !

ok ... i m done wid it roughly ... hahas. abit weird ... burt nbermind luh. type aso type ler, if delete it away onli waste moii tym luh. LOLS. hope she will see it larh.
anw gtg soon ....
last sentence ..... HEAVEN IS UNFAIR ... to me perhaps...

leave sum comments if possible. LOLS.

post after the first post

ok. i should start writing my first post ...
ever wonder why i created this blog ? i tell euu why ...
actually all along i olwaes wanted a blog but i dont know how to make it perfect and create it ... this time round i want have it plain and to be low-profile. . . i dont plan to link any one here. bcos this was a dairy to me ... i dunn hope for anithing now.

hii, everybody. this is my BLOG. yarr , cnt believe it yeah ?
haha. ok. is near holiday olreadi ... but i dont hab anii plans of spending to holidae wisely...arhaha. spending it wisely ... euu must be thinking tt i m gonig to study hard , if euu know me well ... euu knoe i will not going to do that ok.

actually ii m waiting for the day 20th november .... do u knoe why ?? is bcos ... i set the dae to be the BENdans dae. it should be a happy day, where my ''family members'' gather together. i really hope the day could arrive faster, but after several thinking ... i dun think ani one else other then me wil hope tt. bcos they dunn bother abt the so called ''family'' ... ii have been trying very very hard to withstand the family , but some of them just wont cooperate in manii waes ... like no reply-ing my messages , is so irritating you know !! hope the person will knoe whu u are. those tt reply is gud. i m thinking why ppl have thier family so fun and happy + loving ... but we dont. i m really disappointed. ii blame myself for nt doing a gud job , i blame myself for being so foolish thinking away tt we could be united ... i blame myself for everything i have done... SORRY.
ii dun enjoy being at HOME , my real home ... so i want a family which can actually support me all the way. teaching me to do the right thing ... spend time wid me , in my real family members , i dun like dem although they provide me wid $$$ but i dun like it bcis they dun care wad i have done GREAT and onli blames me whn i did something wrong. I HATE TT. so i prolong having a family which cn truly understands wad i actually want. but this time round i must be thinking of rubbish agaiin . iis tt posiible for BENdans to do tt for me? or even the ''family'' ?? ohh. please ppl... if euu read this pls leave a comments pls. it wun take up much of ur tym ...

ok. i m done wid my first serioud post. this is rather long and boring arh?
dunn blame me. lols.