Friday, November 10, 2006

post after the first post

ok. i should start writing my first post ...
ever wonder why i created this blog ? i tell euu why ...
actually all along i olwaes wanted a blog but i dont know how to make it perfect and create it ... this time round i want have it plain and to be low-profile. . . i dont plan to link any one here. bcos this was a dairy to me ... i dunn hope for anithing now.

hii, everybody. this is my BLOG. yarr , cnt believe it yeah ?
haha. ok. is near holiday olreadi ... but i dont hab anii plans of spending to holidae wisely...arhaha. spending it wisely ... euu must be thinking tt i m gonig to study hard , if euu know me well ... euu knoe i will not going to do that ok.

actually ii m waiting for the day 20th november .... do u knoe why ?? is bcos ... i set the dae to be the BENdans dae. it should be a happy day, where my ''family members'' gather together. i really hope the day could arrive faster, but after several thinking ... i dun think ani one else other then me wil hope tt. bcos they dunn bother abt the so called ''family'' ... ii have been trying very very hard to withstand the family , but some of them just wont cooperate in manii waes ... like no reply-ing my messages , is so irritating you know !! hope the person will knoe whu u are. those tt reply is gud. i m thinking why ppl have thier family so fun and happy + loving ... but we dont. i m really disappointed. ii blame myself for nt doing a gud job , i blame myself for being so foolish thinking away tt we could be united ... i blame myself for everything i have done... SORRY.
ii dun enjoy being at HOME , my real home ... so i want a family which can actually support me all the way. teaching me to do the right thing ... spend time wid me , in my real family members , i dun like dem although they provide me wid $$$ but i dun like it bcis they dun care wad i have done GREAT and onli blames me whn i did something wrong. I HATE TT. so i prolong having a family which cn truly understands wad i actually want. but this time round i must be thinking of rubbish agaiin . iis tt posiible for BENdans to do tt for me? or even the ''family'' ?? ohh. please ppl... if euu read this pls leave a comments pls. it wun take up much of ur tym ...

ok. i m done wid my first serioud post. this is rather long and boring arh?
dunn blame me. lols.

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