sch is reopening in another few mor days =|

after so long of not blogging , ii finally came back.
sch was starting very very soon ~
ii din even prepared the things for sch !!!
everything was just mess up..
ii din do my hmwk , which i suppose manii wil do ?!!
and and and i din get my maths txbk .. which the first dae ned liao !!
omg omg omg.
ii dontwant go sch..
felt so irrtated as time is going nearer and nearer ....
i just dontwant sch can !!!!!!!
ohh no.
during the holidaes ii nber even touch anii books.
while heard tat ivy is readiing manii books
and she did lots of assessment and she revised sec 3 wks too ~~
and ii did nth ..
nothing at all .........
ii goiing to score veh badly nex yer man.
shiit.
all ii wan was HOLIDAYS.
ii dontask for more now ~~~
ii m not going to do anithing concerning bout sch till the last day.
enjoy the last few days of the holidaes ..........
dont waste dem , dey dontcome so often ...
GTG. bye !!!

xmas =))

woo ~
ystd went out wid ...
ivy , elina ang , geraldine , daxin , lionel , reagen , winnie , hongsheng , adrian and geraldine de meiimeii ..
to celebrate CHRISTMAS =D
went to eat steamboat ...
hab lots of funn ...
dey cooked ii eat !!!
lols.
so siian to wriite abt ystd cos is too long liaoo.
haha =DD
YSTD WAS FUNN.

hahas ~ ii chnge my blogskin AGAIN.

hahahas - snowing snowing in my blog.

LOLS.

move ur mouse on the cloud , it moves ....

waahhahahahas ....

okok. tat's abit lame =p

wooo ~

christmas iis reaching in 2 daes tiime.

-happyhappy-

christmas fun yeahs !!!

out late on christmas. wahahahahs.

lalalalals~

wil update ltr on.

=DD

merry merry christmas !!!!!!!

so fast going xmas liao , it aso means sch is startiing soon !!

arghh. ii dont want go sch =\

DONTWANT STUDY.

no more nail polish.

no more long fingernails.

no more happy times.

no more slacking.

no more staying up late & wake up late.

sadsadsad :

going to watch channel u liao.

byebye.

=D

I CHNGE MY BLOGSKIN AGAIN
LOLS
todae was as normal.
nth much happen,
sit at sofa , thinking tat wher to hold the bbq/party for xmas better.
denn think is it better to hold on the xmas eve or xmas tat dae.
arghh.
this made me crazy man!
denn still cnt decide, but wil confirm by tmr.
so siian , so go check mails lorhs.
so long nber check le.
andand, getting siiao bcos of tmr.
coosh tmr ... pri6 students will get thier posting if schs.
dontknow wad sch my brother wil go !!
hais ~~
so bored nw.
nth to do, so cum blogging.
found tat nth to blog abt.
soo ...
i shuld end here instead !!
i m off to tagg pipo borads.
wahahahahs.

""

okk. today wad boriing
actually plan to go book the bbq pit der ,
in the end ...
nber go. cos lazy luhh !!
ii shuld bk it another dae denn ..
the whole dae ii was chnging my blogskin ...
hab not found one satisfied one , so ...........
keep on searching till i pekchek and tired ,
so just pick aniione lorhs.
HAIS !!!!!
bored bored bored.
nw prob wid $$$$$$$$
cossh ned buy lots of things denn,
mum dontwant gib. so short of cashh luhh!
grr.
hmms ~
before ii go one more thing to sae ...
tat iish ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

HAPPY BURFDAE TO DARREN
=D =D =D =D =D

'' ''

ii m still stuck here !!! cnt go JENNY de burfdae bbq .. =\

so wish her HAPPY BURFDAE x)
in advance =DD
ggoiing bac hm tmr ...
but thiink wil hab too make frequent trips to there !!!
no choice luh. whu ask she is my aunt leh =(
feel bad if ii dont go luhh.
so stuck between fwens & relative.
haha, aunt is asleep so make use of this times to go online and blog.
haiis ...
christmas is comin ... 9 more daes !!
so fast yea !!
soon after xmas , sch is goiing to reopen !!!
arghh. siian diao...
=\\\
hmms~~
oh ya.
ii hab a bbq on the christmas !!!
whu wans go ??!!!
noone??!!
haha. =>
ii got noth to blog le.
so ...
BYE

ARGHH =((

todae suppose to go escape wid shuwen , jiaxuan , priscilla , jenny & fiona de ..
but , a sudden chnge cos ii hab to go malaysia ...
to look after my aunt for a few days ,
hab to look after her cosh she got minor stroke frm last week ..
coshh none peii her denn i hab to go lorh.
but is a MUST to go luh.
ii hope shuwen dey aul will understand coshh ESCAPE can go one more time der ,
but ii dontknow whether how long more ii cn see my aunt !!
SORRY TO THEM .
btw , will try to cum bac b4 sat luhh.
hahahas ~ wait fer me !! wahahahas
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY
hope nex tym will hab the chance !!!! =

YOYOYO. mii bac agaiin ...
wahahhas ~
goiing to be out this week !! wahahahas ~ cool cool
must be crazy crazy , hope fwens wont mind ...
lalalalads ~~~
ohh yeah.
btw , CHRISTMAS is coming !!!
wooo ~
hmms ~ ii suggest a CHRISTMAS PARTY !!
but whu wans go . nahnahnah.
goiing out ltr wiid prii sch fwen wid big bags of stuff.
hah.
hab to prepare by nw ... lalalals ~
OHH. icnt hear anii song frm my blog !! grr.
bye, cya.

HI everyone ,
i chnge blogskin le , as euu cn see !!
but but but , haben upload songs ... wahahahs
erms, will edit ltr on .. =)
hais ~ after aul my blog still veh nan kan larh.
=((
lols.
nth to sae.......
ohh ya , IVY is bac frm her holidaes !!
wahahahas ~
ii haben got my holidae yet.
uh huh.
sian sian sian.
veh quickly , sch is starting soon
hais, damn sian !!!!
ltr see got wad thing to write den update barhhx.
lols

back ! and ...

sian , ii donthab the feelings of blogging last few days ..
whn i was at home i got a sense of LOST
lost somewher ...
feel rly rly weird !! and i started thinking ...
" do i hab fwens ? "
" do my fwen treat me as a fwen lyk wad i hab treated dem ? "
" fwen , wad is it ?? "
" does my fwen now treat me as one of dem ? "
ok. ii dontknow why this typeof feelings and questions came back to me ?!!
but iii rly hate thinking this type of questions ,
bcos ii can nver find an answer to it !!
andand by treating others gud cn i get the same type of treatment back ?
i rly rly wonder ...
starting frm the holidaes i hab been acting extra abnormally ..
ii hab been treating pipo veh nicely , getting to knoe more fwens , try to be fwens wid my classmates .. but , i wan to assk !! am i wrong to do tat ??!!
thinking away tat they dont even wan me as a fwen or even just classmtes .. ii m just a strangers talking there , trying to be gud wid dem bcos of wadever reasons ..
but ii dont !! ii wan hab dem as a fwen bcos i need fwens and they are just as impt of being a part of me .
they dont care even i m dead.
i think i can understand bcos i am not thier fwens ,
i can understand as i m not impt ,
i can understadn bcos is better for me to be gne ..
wadever reasons .. ii can understand ..
ii had been trying rly hard to be a better person , a more friendier person ..
but can aniione tell me .. is it a failure or success ...
but for wad i get ... is failure after failure ...
during occasions i've been alone ..
during celebrations i feel lonely ..
wadever i did was wrong totally wrong ..
ii dont feel anii right in me !!
ii dont want tat kind of feelings to come .. no and nver ..
too bad , tat kind of feelings and thoughts still existed in me ..
onli waes to get tat away is ................... is ........
to feel the warm which fwens and family give ..
but can i ??!!!
- i doubt it -

hi, ii m bac agaiin ...
last few daes were damn busy ...
running frm place to place to settle things !
wth. ii guess ALMOST done wid it by this week.
hah.
ii dontknow wad to blog
so long nber blog ... now dontknow how !!!
oh ya , btw todae is .....................
FLAVIAN'S BURFDAY !!
HAPPY BURFDAE TO YOU !!
=D ..
hmms.
ii shall stop here for todae yea ?!!