current mood : irritated

wadever it is. it's not impt aniimore.

ii din wan to complain either.

complaining onii makes thing worse -for me-

why is it tat difficult to have a nice day outt - for me -

why is it tat difficult to laugh & joke arnd - for me -

this is my life and it wld continues.

and ii hated me & my life most !

ii dont blame aniione except myself for having this life.

and ii hated the ways ii behave.

no point. no point.

posted @ 3.59pm

current mood : blurr

ii dont knw wad's happening

everything seems veh veh blur to me now.

ii dont knw wad to sae either.

so be it.

posted @ 4.07pm

current mood : undefined

我曾经以为我拥有最好的一切， 直到 。。

我身边的人一个一个的离开

在一瞬间，我失去我所拥有的。

我的人生变得毫无希望，毫无光芒。

就有如掉进了山东，再也爬不出来了 。。

我在思考着。。

想说，是否能挽救我所失去的一切？！

我能不能再拥有最美好的一刻？！

我承诺 。。

我一定会更珍惜一切的一切 。。。。

posted @ 4.12pm