A bad day totally )):
First: My SS marks.

this is the first time i wrote so long for my essay type question and yet ..

it turned out like this )):

4 marks upon 12 ! PATHEITIC marks =.=

The WORST marks i have ever got. SADDDD ]]:

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gahhs >.<>

to those bitch/[s]:

dont act clever lar hor.

i might fail badly this time. but at least i tried.

so what the use of suan-ing me with those sarcastic words?

damnn you..

schl as per normal >.<
nort a great day either ]:
tmr chem test =\ gonna fail ~
didnt manage to understand even i tried to studied for it ):
no mood to blogg D:

Just now went dinner with mummy and brother only.
Daddy still overseas ): misss!
noone drives us outt for dinner T.T
cabb-ed and bus-ed to places.
didnt get to shop much bcos bro have to rush home for dontknow what reasons ]:
urghh. shouldnt have brought him along =\
i had a great day today [[:
schl tmr ]: sian half ~
hist and f&n consultation tmr , make it even worse >.<
bye people ~ misses ~

Friday [:
Suppose to have F&N today.
But was postponed to the upcoming mon due to the number of people went on friday.
Only Elina wanted to go. How pathetic it is.
Might as well change to another day. Even though i dont feel like attending on Mon, but i think i'll just go ]]: Hahs !
Lessons were fine except Maths =\
I have a serious problem of understanding lahhhhh T.T
aftr schl, didnt went for ap.
i acc wani walked to the library and den homed (:
outt at night with sokzhen caifeng and roy.
LAUGHS XDD sorts of fun >.<

(:
chem lsn:
went through wksts, i didnt pay attention.
didntknow what mdm aw is talking abt.
eng lsn:
went through some paper.. den games!
mrs hairul says we are so chatty today XP -haha-
ss lsn:
boring =\ had test and didnt have the time to complete it >.<
urghh. hacks !
recess:
studied phy abit. others are making me confused T.T
phy lsn:
had test. it was a tough one..
ii didnt know how to work on it either ): gonna fail ..
aftr test check answer with KenLim and Caifeng,
& found out i did smth very STUPID.
question given - 500 turns (number of coil)
and i calculate as - 5000 turns (number of coil)
OMG lahh T.T 2 questions GONE CASE liao lah !!
andd i can cfm dat i'll not ONLY FAIL. i'll FAIL BADLY.
Hahs ]:
maths lsn:
Oh. Solving Problems Involving Vectors.
IDONTUNDERSTAND T.T
what is this. urghh )):
VE:
slept through >.<
after schl:
went home :X

; my hand with his apologise ~
I didnt blame you.
I only blames myself for trusting too much.
Ur apologies is accepted =\
No more of this please,
U promised there wouldnt be any second time.
Hopefully So ..

; taken when im walking bck home alone ~
I hate this type of loneliness.
dwn the road, im walking alone.
tears rolled down unexpectedly.
Is This The Sign Of Being Emo .?






; hands vandalised by KENNETHLIM. LIHUI & CAIFENG.
They did it to kills their boredom and to keep me awake ((:
went with this 'tattoo' for the whole day.
Everyone were asking about it. Cool lahhx.
Ap was rather fine ystd [:

Hurt. So Hurt.
I Trust so much. But i end up filled with Lies.
I couldnt believe my eyes and ears.
Supposingly, Im Happy.
But just a moments away and I ended up feeling real Terrible.
I HATE LIARS the most X.X

chinese lsn:
had listening compre. i fell asleep and didnt get to hear parts of the stories. so i just guess accordingly, no full marks alr ):
english lsn:
went through test pp. &i fail this test agn, not that badly as what i told it wld be. At least double digit >.< english consultation aftr sch !
maths lsn:
did vectors agn. mr tong taught ' position vectors ' i dont understand this part. urghh. did the assignment given, not that bad at least some i know how to do unlike trigo topic.
recess:
so call celebrated shuwen bday with a ice-cream cake from swensen (: HappyBirthday to her. Shared presents with Pris they all [: Think they've got her a dress or smth. Hahs.
food and nutrition lsn:
Practical. I suppose to have my own practical but due to some causes wasnt able to do.
Ms. Lesa doesnt want return me my DM and i forgot to bring mine to schl ]: Well, so i stayed in the kitchen and helped out Jiaxuan and Lihui. Jiaxuan did one of her dishes and Lihui did two. Photos nrt with me >.< I did my fruit juice too. Look alright but taste Abit weird.. Jiaxuan broke 2 glasses, opps ! Ms. lesa din know that.. luckily. Hahs XD Those guys drank all the fruit juice & i have none. Tasted only abit, Not bad.. Smth like some dieting fruit juice .?! LOLS :P cleared up and sorts .. Ms. lesa keep asking me to help her to take this and that, she's simply that lazy lahh !! I used up all the fruits i ordered. Ate them up ((: Ms lesa ate too.. Hahahaa XD lucky she didnt scold ^ ^
Eng consultation:
Did corrections on the Speech test.
Mrs hairul chit chatted with the class for awhile.
Hahas, ended quite peacefully.
Home Sweet Home ..
* ii didnt get to do my f&n coursework today either ): *

SUNDAY:
11.00am - Airport - sends off -
12.00pm - meet Flavian at amk mrt station and headed to woodlands library for cca showcase thingy there. It's freezing cold dwn there. Stayed till 3.30pm or so and i went off.
3.45pm - headed to zolene hse. others were there alr. i so called study physic there, learnt only the right hand rule. Hahas. Slack-ed ..
6.30pm - zol having dinner that night so we went off too. they wanted to go chompchomp eat but i didnt want to tag along >.< So that decided to go central and eat, asked me to follow ..
They went S11. Mingguan, Sokzhen & Kokwei went to arcade. I was in my school skirt therefore didnt went with them, i stayed with others whom are eating. All of us down there sitting were in 2b except boonwee. den out of a sudden we talked abt silly stuffs we used to do last time and those tablemates we used to have in the past. memories brought back(: it was awesome. & out of sudden we mentioned abt .. the __ and __ are they tgt. LOL. i know we are EVIL. wahahahah, but that seems true what. Nothing wrong also. HAHAHA. opps. we didnt mean to say it. WAHAHAHS XDD aftr waiting for them to finish their food and we went off. HOME SWEET HOME. im exhausted alr):
didnt get to slp until 1 plus near 2 bcos im smsing away. how dumb is that !
* i realised smth new today * wahahahahs.
* someone and the someone siol * wootswoots !
blessing frm all of us (: LOL.

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Urghhs. Im bored.

>.< !

Im freaking MOODLESS.
& Im taking FCUKING pictues.
Random x.x
There's No Reasons Behind All This.

I dontblame anyone for losing this deep friendship.
I blames it myself only.
Even close friends have their own other friends.
I dontmind them having others friends but i hope at least they dont neglect me.
I hope im not asking too much.
I hope everything could be solved.

Wednesday
PE lesson: Completed taking the 5 items. Everything was olright except sit and reach. The one that seems to be the most easiest became the one i did most badly for :x Ohno. I was afraid of Standing Board Jump, but i turn-ed out all right x]
History lesson: Ms. Zaiton was angry or she seem-ed upset bcos of disappointment from 2 of my classmate. Well, get back Hist test paper. Only question A and B is marked, so overall is upon 10 >.< lahh
LCF hse: planned to study chinese. but i only did a few qns. Hanping have to go aftr staying 1/2 ther. So we went out of his hse den walked Hanping to the bus stop. & it started to rain =.= !
den i went to the voiddeck under some blk to sit and wait for kw to end his tuition x.x
times passes by slowy ~ ~ ~ 1 hr plus and im stil sitting dwn ther T.T Constuction gng on. Cats running arnd. Ppl passes by & It's stil raining. OMG. It's like total Sian-ness lahhs >.< color="#6600cc"> Thursday
Tiring :X
SS lesson: Times passes very very slowly during SS lessons, we were like counting down since the 2nd period lahh. wanted to slp so much, but cant X.X urghhs. & finally RECESS
VE lesson: did target setting. i set my target at 18 points and Mr. Chow says ..
mr chow: what ?! 18 points ?! where you want to go to aftr this year
me: no idea yet
mr chow: haven you look through through the course ?
me: nahs >.< -silence-
mr chow: okay. i wont accept 18, go set another one.
me: arhhh? cannot lah. 18 mininium lah.
mr chow: i dontcare. u better set it lower and reasonable.
me: that was alr so reasonable lah.
mr chow: i think you can do better than getting 18 one. so at least set 2 points lower.
me: aghhs, okay fine. i'll set it 2 points lower.
mr chow: GOOD.
ohwell, lame conversation btwn me and mr chow during ve lsn.
what a TEACHER. forcing me to chnge my target setting. =.= !
Physic consultation: I went for the consultation even though im not included. Worksheets given was difficult. Tried it out and Go through with Mr chow and Mr Lee. I've got 2 good physic tchr :DD
I HAVE NO CONFIDENCE IN PASSING THE UPCOMING PHYSIC TEST :X
photo-taking :our class took a long time to took the fotos bcos we mind so much in getting things look nice x) STM & NO HIV signs appeared. LOL ! 5C classphoto. wher can lack of SPONGEBOB AND PATRICK, the 2 stars of CLASS 5C'08. we are so proud of it can. HAHAHA. we need props even for PHOTO-TAKING. See how creative 5C can get XD but i love it this way (: However, there are some that didnt turn-ed up for the phototaking session = Not whole class is there too >.< But overall, we have Fun [[:
2.4 run: aftr that is the 2.4 run ! OHMYGOODNESS. sick D: arghs. i stil ran, hope i can passed (: Results wld be out tmr i guess :X
Aftr 2.4 run: went to amk hub with zolene to find some others. Sent zol off and then kenneth and then boonwee. went to take bus 265 and home-d. Saw John from class 5B on the way bck. He blattered nonsense whn he saw me and kw tgt. Lame lah. Friends cant go home tgt?! Drrrr >.<

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRIAN :DDDD -lovesloves-
CYA LATER ((:
carried all txtks and files back home. -mrkoh made us do so-
heavyyyyyy. came back home early today.
ltr have to meet adrian for talks (:
so long didnt see him liaoos XD
didnt went for ap bcos get so pissed off by her.
she's like ps-er lah. -whatever-
today is a tiring day :X
hmm, im gonna get some slp and shower den off to meet him (:
ciao ~

i used to have a friend whom a good girl.
she's quiet. she's caring. she's loyal. and most importantly she treats me like a friend.
but recently, things seems to have changed.
i realised she isnt the one i used to know anymore.
i hate it. i hate myself.
i hated the way she acts as if she knows many people.
i hated the way she lied to me and treat that nothing has happen.
i hated the way that she talks to others and ignoring me.
i hated the way that she wanted to push me aside.
i hated everything she does now.
i know that i cant changed her.
but what she does nowadays was far too much to be acceptable.
she joins in the fun or insulting me.
she joins in the fun of everything a true friend shoulnt have done.
but she still doesnt realised it. dontask me who is this person.
i hate her now. hope this is just a temporarily state.
# - # - # - # - # - # - # - # - # - # - # - # - # - #
my life hasnt been good recently ):
friends dont seems to see me as friends =
people i hang out with seems not to welcome me :X
down with lots of stressed ]:
i cant cope with my studies anymore.
languages: my standard dropped lots.
Combined Humanties: not interested anymore.
Science: difficulties in remembering and working out solutions.
Maths: wasnt able to understand a single thing about maths. everything..
F&N: getting worse. research not done. have to chnged DM and sorts. im so nrt prepared.
urghhs. things just gonna be so bad ! i hate my life lots and lots.
helping hand please :X
o lvls. and im so nrt ready.
im gonna study only my o lvl chinese.
NOW ! chinese come first. hope to at least get a B3 or A2 [:
my eyes are swollen. my head hurts. and i've an ULCER D:
off to rest :X

* arghhs *
kena threaten T.T
fine ! i'll just turn up tmr just bcosh i dunwan that disgusting name to exist anymore T.T
planned to do my f&n at home one , but what's now !
siian-ed .. have to be OUT agn >.<
Nort gnna work on it :X
Grrs, Signed off =\

* Shrucks *
Actually wanted to update starting from last Friday , But ...
It's either forgotten what had happen or too lazy to blogged :X
LOL :X let me blog abt what i remember XP
10 April 2008
After school, went library with KennethChia [OrangeBird] & Roy [Yellow/White]
planned to study Maths [: Roy teach-ed XD
But did Trigo questions & feel like Giving up alr =\
Continue-d with Transformation, didnt really work on that bcosh by that tym PSP clique came in & make NOISE . LOL XD
Boonwee , Caifeng , Benjamin , Jiaqing , Mingguan came in and craps.
Play-ed their PSP and Jiaqing doing his Maths =
Kokwei came. Nagg-ed ! LOLS :X
He did maths while continue-d Nagging. wahahahahahaha ((:
Slack-ed ther till library closed.
den decided to go home, zolz & daniel came along [:
went to the bus stop opp schol x)
Zolene, Daniel & KennethChia cross over the bridge !
Siannz. A while ltr, Caifeng, Jiaqing & Benjamin went off !
drrrrrs , ps siol :XX
we waited for bus to arrive, but like longgg sial lahhs.
so kokwei suggested to walk back to the usual bus stop wher i take bus.
walked one round, farr :X
But, talked abt several thngs x] hahaha !
Bus came and went off XDD
11 April 2008
School was fine ((:
After school went back home to take thumbdrive and went for F&N consultation.
was late by 1/2 or more .? wahahahahah XD
she didnt scold (: first time !
many ppl pon like only a few ther .?! LOL :X
F&N consultation was FINE today XDD
Slack-ed much much ((: whahaahahahahahahahah !
Ended quite early . LOL .
Went home with that clique agn [:
Headed to hub to take bus. So bored ..
&& on th way, kokwei keep miss calling me !!!
den keep pretending !
kw told kc: why she no reaction one ah?
kc replied: dontknow.
after that he stil keep calling and calling !
trying every ways to get me irritated XP
Waited for KennethChia to leave first den nxt to Boonwee house,
den took 265 detour . Caifeng & Jiaqing alighted first agn !
Everytym PS :X LOL
Travelled a longg wayyyy ~
&& that damn kokwei keep suaning me lor = drrrrs !
wahahas, after a long ride..
reached ! he alighted one stop before mine ^^
** sorry _____ . cant make it to the celebrations today . another day cans .? hahas (: **
- a long and boring post -
- arghhs . just to kill time -
- lols -
- whatever , off now -

No mood to blogged.
Erms, Another day perhaps ((:
It shall be a long post :D
Hahas !

In class, I felt empty
At home, I felt bored
Out there, Im tired
Sleeping time, Im awake
Homework time, I dozed off

wad's going on .?
why is this so .
i tout that things will be much better .?
duhs >.< idontknow what's wrong with me either.
well, i promise nrt to be sad anymore right.

OHPLEASE. dontlet me feel so empty in class !
That feeling is TERRIBLE ))): Hahs .

english lesson:
watched silent moive by charlie charpin ((:
funny . touched . overall , enjoyable .
pe lesson:
some had their 5 items test today .
im gonna take it nxt week ): well , actually wanted to take this week .
but , im so nrt ready . down with tummy pain and depression ? hahs ):
well , i hope i'll be fine nxt week [:
history lesson:
gone through chapter 9 .
had SBQ test >.<
& i din have the time to complete the last question ]:
aiya , hacks .
nort gonna score well either >.<
after school:
stayed back in school for maths consultation as well as waiting for lihui to end her oral =
was given a maths worksheet , faced total difficulties .
starting frm the first question , i dont know how to do already )):
im gonna b so dead man .
urghhs . stressed =\
GenBabe txt mie today , she's in school XDD
met her outside somewher near th HOD office ((:
CoolCool XD chat and craps ! haahaha [[: enjoyed .
Errs , but we only manage to talk for like less than 10 minutues .?
Haiis :X cosh im rushing somewher else =
Arhuh. Im ending here.

Im gonna b strong. No more of that me, Tearing -ihopeso-
Forgotten Memories .