todae th 14th of july, a sat.
i came online doing some updates.
iim certainly feeling very bored , but one happy thing is ...
f&n is finally done with. no more coursework and sorts.
a boring sat. ii din go aniiwher bccosh ii dont knw wher to go.
i sat in front of the computer . staring at the screen . and din nth for the whole afternoon .
i did have hmwks that is needed to be done . but i dont feel like doing .
bcosh it's MATHS. th most annoying subject . just bcosh i din understand a thing at all .
i couldnt rmb those formulas . it's so complicating . i m just weak in calculations .
ii din plan to do well in this subjects frm the starting .
my parents & brother going to be back home late todae .
guess iim going have my dinner alone agn .
i hate eating my my own , it isnt fun at all . instead i love companion for every single thing iim doing . i hates to be alone . the feelings is so scary .
saying about being alone , i gotta feel the terrible feeling veh soon ~
bcoshh on th up coming mon and tues . i wld be alone .
alone for recess . alone for after school hours . & also for extended curriculums .
the feelings wld be spr spr worse . ii dont think ii will enjoy it .
lihui 's gg to be absent bcoshh of some family stuffs . and ivy , needless to sae , she wasnt even going to school regularly . expecting her to turn up is so difficult and even impossible . hais .
anii kind soul arnd ! but even kind souls doesnt want me .
so long ever since i've blogged . and once i blogged there's lots lots of craps .
why time cldnt pass faster . i hope next weekend faster arrive and doesn;t end so fast !
boring day . boring pipo . boring post . boring blog . boring feelings . && boring everything .
hais. i m so lazii to highlight those words le. i shall stop here.
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